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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
*someone*says:
oh yah....
*someone* says:
have u use up the chicken bones??
*someone* says:
can u bribe me with those bones??
*me* says:
hahaha.
I never thought bones can be used as a bribe. the world would be a better place to live in if bones matter more than money. LOL~~!
~me~ at 6:35 AM
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"Not by might, nor by power, but by the spirit of the Lord!"
Zec 4:6
Thank You Lord, for Your word. =)
*breathes*
oh, i forgot, y'day was the mark of my 3rd year of my baptism! ehhehehe...!
*clap clap*
I could still rmbr how my church youth did a skit about the baptism during watchnight service. Just pure cheekiness. =0)
3 years....never once i looked back and said i regretted it. the song "I have decided to follow Jesus" was the song that was sung during baptism, and its not just a song. it's a commitment, a lifelong one, a 'till-death-doath-us-apart' one (or rather in this case, eternity with God).
Then as i thought about it, even as i constantly make my commitment to Him, I m reminded that He has promised us not to leave us, nor forsake us (Deut 31:6). HE has promised us that He will provide (Phil 4:19). HE has promised us that nothing will separate us from His love (Romans 8:38-39). He has promised us that He will answer us when we call (Jer 33:3). He has promised us that His grace and mercy are new every day (Lam 3:22-23). He has promised us a plan and a future that is bright (Jer 29:11).
He has...He has..He has...
and all we ever need to do , is to respond to Him.
What a wonderful God we serve!
not feeling tht 'bleh' anymore.
back to books ...
~me~ at 5:12 AM
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Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Ever felt down all of a sudden?
or rather no mood all of the sudden, for no reason?
the word is ---> 'bleh'
bleh.
music therapy helps a lil.
Mmm.....
TOo sleepy and tired to comprehend.
Need.Sleep.
P.s: sarah shin, i miss u gal.
~me~ at 7:08 PM
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Monday, October 29, 2007
haha! ben! i just saw this video from ur blog. Now, gonna put it on mine. tee-hee!
She's so cute and adorable, check it out! (surely, surely?)=p
sigh....it definitely made my day. =)
~me~ at 12:42 PM
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Saturday, October 27, 2007
to you, you and you,
I m speechless...
Thank you so much for the concern, and actually turned tht concern into action.
you guys are really God-sent lil angels.
*grins*
Thank u.
~me~ at 9:40 PM
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was listening to the 'to bless' album by Harvest Generation Church on my way home just now..
..feeling rather nostalgic, and it brought back memories of how i first joined campus city ministry.
My life and faith level was never the same again..
Fast fwding the years, things have changed so much. Ps Ryan and his leaders have started a church. It was always Ps Ryan's dream and vision to start his own church, and it encouraged me so much to see him and his leaders walking in God's big big plan. =)
Thank you for imparting and sowing so much into our lives.
Back to books. =p
~me~ at 1:51 PM
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Friday, October 26, 2007
Yesterday's weather described my mood perfectly, and it rained while i was walking back.. talk about extra effects huh. Probably shud add some violin music as background.
Self disappointment, was what i felt.
its my 3rd year already,but i still keep making the same ol mistakes, feeling the same ol way after walking out.
i'm not asking for pity, not asking for pats.
i'm asking for a change, in me.
why do i keep failing u, Lord?
Renew Me - Avalon
Why am I such a dusty window
For your light to shine through?
Why am I just a tiny star
In a sky already blue?
Why do I offer everything
With my heart closed like a fist?
I want to love You better than this
Why do I live like I'm in chains
When You have set me free?
And why do I have to break Your heart
Before I fall to my knees?
I know it's time to pray for change
Give all I have to give
I want to love You better than this
So renew me, Remake me
Undo me, Unbreak me
Come into the empty spaces
Of my broken places
And consume me, Complete me
Pursue me, Redeem me
Let Your Holy Spirit living through me
Renew me
I need Your power to renew me, Lord, yeah
I need to know You're moving through me, Lord
I need You as my refuge
My first and last resort
Be the river always running
Through my deepest thoughts
Keep me in Your arms'
Cause even when I drift
I want to love You better than this
So renew me, Remake me
Undo me, Unbreak me
Come into the empty spaces
Of my broken places
And consume me, Complete me
Pursue me, Redeem me
Let Your Holy Spirit living through me
Renew me
My life bending to Your will
Seeking You until I'm more and more like You
So renew me, Remake me
Undo me, Unbreak me
Come into the empty spaces
Of my broken places
And consume me, Complete me
Pursue me, Redeem me
Let Your Holy Spirit living through me
Renew me
~me~ at 1:00 PM
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Seems like yesterday...
(farewell moments)
the people who shaped me all these years...
2 Loke(s) , and 4 Tan(s).. my brother, and my cousins.
Campus City ppl! looking at my pathetic dinner b4 i left for melb.
yeong ru aka blurroo aka kangaroo aka my best friend
hot biotechies!
the subang CG!
finally, my depature day in KLIA on the 2nd july.
~me~ at 9:09 AM
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Thursday, October 18, 2007
finally passed up my last assignment of the semester, and my last lecture ended today as well.
......this also means that it might be my last time stepping into the lecture halls in monash clayton. it *might*.
ask me how i feel, i would probably tell u i m havin mixed feelings.
In a way, i feel tht my season here is not over yet, in a way, i feel that home is calling me.
both seem logical, both seem 'biblical' too when i analyse and evaluate it.
both seem like the 'good thing' to do.
but i dun just want 'good', i want the best, cuz God says He came to give us life, and life to the fullest.
So why not expect the best?
Then again, having said all these, i'm still having problem discerning.
is it my desire, or a Godly desire?
I m afraid. really.
afraid tht i might make the wrong decision.
Afraid tht what if i let circumstances around me to determine my destiny.
afraid tht i do not live in His plan.
afraid to let go.
afraid that my desire clouds over GOd's desire.
Even as i blog this out, probably most of u ppl will understand what i mean.
Even if u dont, i would love to tell u my story about this on going journey.
...but i dun wanna end my story on this journey with being afraid.
Matt 6:33 has always been the verse in times like these.
"Seek first His kingdom and his righteousness, and all these will be given to you as well"
Its natural for us, to claim the second part, and ignore the first.
i m guilty of tht, very.
it says 'seek first',and not 'seek second'
and it is HIS kingdom tht we are seeking, not OURS.
It's not easy, yet its not impossible.
But whatever, and wherever He is leading me to, i know something good WILLL come out of it. whether or not i see the blessing and fruit immediately, yet i know the prize is waiting for me as i run this race.
Be patient with me, as i claim this testimony of mine! I know its coming! like what jason would say: "coming soon in gear 5, 200 km/hr!" (go figure the maths).
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but for now... war with books and exam!
goodnight peeps.
~me~ at 11:12 PM
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Saturday, October 13, 2007
its the 4th month.
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perception, impression, emotion have changed
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so much.
at one end, its ur desire
at the other, its ur require.
how?
*meditates*
~me~ at 9:42 PM
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Sunday, October 07, 2007
mann!
i just uploaded all my pictures, and they didnt accept it, due to some html code error!
bengang!
hmm..its ur loss then. =p .
Back to work, and exam exile!
*munch*
~me~ at 7:44 PM
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