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Friday, September 21, 2007
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I dont know what to say.
Sometimes the choices i make really amaze me at times.
Yet, i know i would regret it if i didnt choose what i chose.
oh well..we will see how it goes. I know i will miss much, but i HAVE to forgo one.
On a random note:
I dont like to be compared. period.
~me~ at 5:09 PM
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007
its weird.
its weird tht my thoughts are filled by what's not supposed to be filled with yet it is in me right now.
its weird cuz i thought i got over it yet it came back to me again.
its weird tht i even entertain it.
its weird tht i m tempted.
its weird tht i still think the same way few months ago.
its.just.weird.
u cant hear me cuz i m shouting inwardly.
not outwardly cuz tht would show tht i m weak.
ah~~tht's the other side of my world.
*emo*
~me~ at 11:44 PM
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Sunday, September 16, 2007
Your All
In You, I find my security
From You, I receive perfect love
Through You, I have been made strong
To You, I surrender
There's no other one i will call
My hope, my strength , my Lord
I exchange my all for Your all
Lord please hear me when I call
Not my desires , nor my requires
But may Your will be done
In this broken child of Yours.
Now, if only i have a keyboard, this song would be complete.
better still.. a saxaphonist, a guitarist, a keyboard for me , making this song alive, under the coverage of stars.. =)
Hrm.
Funny, i cant describe what i m feeling right now.
Area of obedience was never dealt with so hard before.
yet, the One whom i hanging on now affirms that He is sovereign.
What's holding me back then?
You probably wouldnt realised.
The tugging, so new yet deep.
I might know, but denying.
Strive to let you know, strive to hold back.
Then again, i know what i should do.
"The spririt is willing, the flesh is weak" is one excuse that i dont allow myself to make.
God has given the power to overcome,so NO such excuse is tolerated.
Oh Please make my path straight before You Lord.
To make it straight, am i willing to exchange my all for His all?
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Faith conference just ended, and it ended with a blast!
There were times where i felt nostalgic cuz i used to be the ones running around setting up, getting things done, rushed for worship team practice, etc.. and it felt a tinge wee bit weird to just sit there, and feel helpless. I guess in a way, God is asking me to sit back and 'relax' this time.
Ps Brendon, Ps Ian, and Ps Mark were the speakers for this conference. I enjoyed every little bit of it, and i m sure the rest did.
"It's logical to believe that there IS a God."
Well, technically, if it wasnt for God, we wouldnt be here in the first place. So, since you are where u are now, dont u think that there should be a God, that created YOU, the complex YOU?
One prominent part of the scripture stayed in my heart.
The chapter in 1 Samuel that talked about how Saul did not wait, and took things in his own hands.
It was about how Saul did not destroy the people of Amalekites completely, and also the incident where He did not wait for Samuel to offer the sacrifice to God. Because of his disobedience, he missed out on building a kingdom. Furthermore, the bible clearly stated that the Lord left Saul.
The Lord LEFT.
How worse can it be without God's presence in our lives! And that was the start of Saul's downfall.
It may seem like a story, but it applies a lot in our daily. It is so vital to live in obedience, and concordance to God's word. Easier said than done huh?
Yet, God doesnt want us to obey Him just to torture our lives. HE created us, and HE wants us to live life to the fullest, and in abundance. SO, by obeying, we are doing ourselves a favour to walk in the path of abundance.
We proclaim that we do not want to be missed out of his BIG plan, but are we willing to set ourselves apart to obey?
"Jane, are u ready?"
Am i ready? Am i ready to give it up, to follow Him?
In Luke 10 ( i think), He commanded the seventy two not to bring any bag, money, etc for the journey.
SO our only resources is God.
What are ur 'bags' that u need to leave behind? your knowledge? Your security? Your comfort? Your desires?
We are so used to giving excuses such as "I would love to take up the challenge, but i m not equiped enough".
Well..... just take it up, cuz our resources are in Him.
So, how equiped u wanna be to be able to say u r ready?
U just need Him to be the majority.
Would u join God's army today?
~me~ at 9:52 PM
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