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Tuesday, November 21, 2006
"Rejoice in the Lord always and again i say rejoice"
It's been a good day today, and though the end of it wasnt as great, but yeah, i shall end the day with a happy note, that i can still rejoice, no matter what is it.
Probably i m just a lil tired of how things are, and though its no one's fault, but still, its pretty moody to think of it, and its bad, because i am moody for doing something tht is good.
But i have learn something, tht be faithful to what u have. I always thought it was meant to be material-ly, but yeah, i learnt something new. Hmm..ok..not new, but it was something i thot i could master it, u know, like i tot i can be faithful to little things, but it seems tht i have waaaaaay lots to learn.
i have to stop complaining, it;s not good to complain. I felt a lil selfish when i suddenly brought down the mood of the MOSS group. EEsh..it's so ugly isn it? everybody was chatting nicely, and then all of a sudden, i complained bout something, tht is so minute.
*smacks jane*
Well...today...hm..what did i do today...
DIM SUM!
yeah..it was a good time. Food was good, company was good. Thanx to uncle khong, sook wai, and ellie, who came all the way to pick me up to tmn megah at 7 am. Sweet! KNow some weird stuff too, like fish ball is a gurl food? since when?
Manage to lepak in Sri Damansara, in uncle khong's house, and got to meet his furball, shalom. =) Though i am not really fond of furry stuff, but i have to admit, shalom is one squishy-hugglibly-sweet dog. She's adorable, and very kissy-licky.
Shalom and I!
AFter tht, head to USJ 9 for some treatment.
Met Sook wai for lunch after tht in cabana. Had another good chat with her. I will never ever be bored talking to her. =) I hope i didnt bore her tho. ahhaa
listening to podcast now, thx to ellie , jason, and sookie who taught me how to use it. Now i can listen to online messages from other churches. Currently listening to PS Judah. His msg is on 1 timothy, and how Paul considered Timothy to be a 'true son'.
True= genuine
True= not fake
Are we fake?
Do we put on a fake facade , fake standards in church? and not practise them outside of church?
or do u have like 'uni std', 'church std', 'working std' etc..
WHat's ur standard?
There's this issue of standard i have been fightin, and still re-thinking. The line is so faint at times, and u will bound to step on ppl's tail, in which ever way. BUt yeah, i have to pray about it seriously, and hear from God, and not just mere christiams. Not saying u all not good ar, but yeah, its cool to hear diff opinions, but ultimately, i wanna hear God's.
Will blog more next time.
~me~ at 11:12 PM
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i miss the sun set and sun rise in PD during church camp..
I had a good talk with someone today, spend almost 4 hours talking. It was productive i would say. There's this particular thing we were talking about , and i am still giving it a thot about it.
I dont really know now to put it into words, so i will try my best, just follow my thots.Its very funny how another person's weakness can affect you, especially if tht person is particularly close to u, and u are somehow a lil emotional dependant on her/him. And worse of it all, u are affected and u may 'inherit' tht weakness. For instance, if such a person is indecisive, and u r a vrery good friend of tht person. at one moment, he/she can say yes, and another moment, tht person can say no. And u, being the fren , have to live with it. And if tht person doesnt deal with it, u have to live and deal with it because he/she is ur fren. u see how it affects? individually, u dun have tht problem. but because she/he is ur fren, u 'got' it. and their personailty may conform u to the weakness.
make sense no?
anyway , i gtg to bed now, having dim sum tmr! =)
~me~ at 12:42 AM
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Friday, November 10, 2006
*yawn*...
Riiiight. I just spend the whole day sleeping. Ok..not that WHOLE day la, manage to read 1/3 of a book, by Elisabeth Elliot's "Through Gates of Splendour". Its a story on 5 missionaries who went for Operation Aucas and got killed by the spears. SOunds familiar? Yup! Its the one acted out in "Walk His Trail" by Footstool player.
Started my NaNoWriMo (nanowrimo.org) writing as well, in a very slow pace, and i wonder whether can i meet that 50,000 words in 3 weeks? Oh well.. It's just for fun sake, or time-killing sake. I am still recovering from my exam stress pressure mode. Still currently quite tighted up, or i havent reached the 'i am relaaaaaxing' mode yet. Whenever ppl asked me, 'Hey, u finished ur exam adi right?" I would go "erm, yeah?"
...and their normal response "Shouldnt u be Yay-ing?"
me : "er......hehe?"
Yup...still recovering, give me time. =)
SO what have i done after my exam?
first movie i watched? --> Flushed Away!
Those slugs were just soooo cute! When i said slug, i dont mean to describe ppl , i meant literally slug. Er..u know, worm-like thingy? Yeah...plus, they will get a very high pay job for being behind the scene as backing up the music background. Any vacancies? Go watch to get what i mean. I also dunno what i am babbling here, just still in a dazed mode.
During exam, i also get to listen to a lot of songs, once again, thx to M.O.S.S group. *winks*
Also for the sea weed, courtesy by Ellie and JasonK. =) Apparently, sea weed is the closest to moss. Lol~!
Also, I drew closer to GOd. Like i said in my previous post, God is just so Goooooood~! He just went on assuring me that everything is gonna be alright, i just have to remain faithful and trust in Him. ONe of our favourite verse , (or can i say a verse tht uncle khong always quote before we enter the exam hall) is Philippians 4:4-7 that goes : "Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with tahnksgiving, present your requests to God. And the PEACE of God, which transcends all understanding,will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."
This is the first time that i am so scared of failing, because i did really badly for one of my unit. Its my first time that i have tht feeling that i actually might fail, though my internal marks are more than half. Its really scary, but I did my best with the time i could.
Even if i fail, (hopefully not, God willing), I will still praise Him, because He is WORTHY to be praised! I know God has done His rest, with the best i could. WHo knows, i could have fail miserably? I just have to do my best for the next round. And if i pass, well, praise GOD! He did a miracle! =)
Hmm..ok..i will not go on saying the If(s).
~me~ at 6:46 PM
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Ish..my hand is shaking right now, and a big possbility is due to the mocha i drank in star bucks earlier on. Very smart of me, i kinda drank it with an empty stomach..haha..
Exams are finally over. *shouts!!!!!*
Honestly, it didnt go as well, especially the last paper, but praise God, He sustained me all throughout those time. GOd is so good! When ppl around me are getting ill and all, I was alright. When i feel like giving up, God didnt give up on me, and infact, His words gave me strength!
I wanna say thnx especially to M.O.S.S group, tht consist of Sook Wai, Eleanor, Jason Chan, Timothy Cheang, Jason Khong, and of course, myself. hehehe... Why MOSS? Go figure. =)
Well, thanks for the support and prayers, and without it, it would have been a lonely exam journey. We finally pull thru huh? =) All da best for tim and jason chan whose last paper is on the 13th.
REally trying to gain back all my sleep and energy now.. still feeling a lil numb and groggy, like a siau lil zombie hopping around. *boink boink*
Today's campus city hi tea was g.r.e.a.t! It was held at 'the ground floor', formerly known as Inkafe. Thank God for bringing the ppl in safely eventhough it was raining. Ppl were amazing! GOt to know new ppl, and also a new jason chan. (see..'Jason' is a COMMON name, so not spe-sial).
ok..i am lost for words. tht's weird. i know i have lots to blog about, but i am currently drowsy-ing, hand shaking. (stupid coffee and my bodoh-ness).
nite.
~me~ at 1:33 AM
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