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Monday, August 28, 2006
hey hey..
i finally got to catch up some sleep, and now gotta catch up on my work..
Time flies, its already a week after campus camp. Now looking thru all the pictures in www.campuscity.org.my. I had fun.. A huge thanx for those who took effort to put up pictures, they are pweetty! photobucket givin me some problems now, so gonna put some up next time.
Back to reality, not as fun, but challenging. Dont know what's ahead, but i know its gonna be tough, and even tougher if i do not have GOd with me, cuz He holds my future. =)
Its been a week, so far still quite refreshed, so far so good, keeping it up.
I am not sure which pastor said this, it goes "getting out of comfort zone does not mean getting out of malaysia, but it also means to do something tht u are not comfortable, like saying 'helo' to someone u have never said to b4', etc.."
This thought has been in my mind for a week, and i know what i need to do to get out from my comfort zone. its hard, because its something i really do not want to do. But i have taken the first step. i have to admit it was real hard, cuz i really didnt want to. If its not because of God's love, i wouldnt have. I never realised my heart was so hardened towards this matter and if God did not asked me to get out, i would have been quite ignorant of this matter.
The first step was taken. GOd is saying take the second step.. Do i really have to? I mean...the first step is taken, still need the second ar?
God says "JEsus took the second step too, why shouldnt u?"
I also felt a lil left out lately. I hope i have been a good fren to my friends around me, and though i cant hang out with them as often, i do hope they know tht they are always close to my heart, and i love them. I love u guys! u know who u are.. =)
oh, and thanks to joshua shin, for erm..entertaining me the whole night though u have an early test tmr. HAHA...did u find my blog by googling ur name? =)
i guess i have to sleep NOW.
Goodnight world.
*thinks about the waterfall massage and sings "DOnt go chasing waterfall.." *
ok ok ..i will sleep now.
~me~ at 12:09 AM
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
in com lab now, waiting for class to start. THis one hour really moving very slowly. But once i start blogging, it will move very fast.. let's see..
As my previous blog has stated, yeah, i am back form campus camp. It was great, and awesome! From the preaching of the word, to the diving, everything was fabulous. One of the best-est (or "good-est") camp i have ever been.
Messages were really timely, from day one till day three. I went there with a tired soul, came back refreshed. I know it may seem like i got hyped up, even if it is, i wanna stay hyped. sounds hard huh? i dunno, maybe a few weeks down the road, i may go back to the 'I-am-so-drain-out' mode again. I wanna make sure even if the hype is down, i will still be rooted on God's word.
decisions decisions decisions...what u decide today will determine ur future tomorrow. isnt it true?
The experience of on the mountain top was really a refreshing one, and also a lil emo one for me. This campus camp 2006 is one in a lifetime. Why do i say tht? no doubt that this is gonna be a yearly thing, but the people would be different. Some ppl will not be there. I am already missing them, though i have about a week with them. Watching them having fun, hearing their jokes (tht can be oh-so-lame at times), laughing at them, being laughed by them, makan-ing with them, enjoying their talents esp in the area of music, etc.... *sigh*.. i am gonna miss it so much. As much as i like them to stay, i know i have to learn to move on and let go.
The theme was really a suitable one. -- "A New Beginning" (still cant figure out why they use superman as the trailer for the camp =/ )
Definitely a new one as september kicks off.
very new.
I wanna be part of CC vision, and to be able to make a difference for God is a wonderful thing. Though saying is easy, i know its gonna be real tough. Even right after the camp, the devil was already at work. Someone got into a real bad car accident on the hill, and Praise God no one was badly hurt. When i heard the story (car fell into a ditch tht is 4ft deep, 5ft wide, landed on the passenger seat side, 90 degree), i was stunned, total stunned. God and His angels was defintely there to bring them out. honestly, i am a lil afraid of what's the future is gonna be like, and i know the devil is working very hard to discourage us. But even after the accident, i was comforted to know tht in God, we have the victory, and no weapon formed against us shall prosper! Amen!
I gtg for class now..see! i told u, time passed so fast while i am blogging.. ahaha..=p its just me.
~me~ at 3:45 PM
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Monday, August 21, 2006
hey ppl..
i finally have the time to update a lil.
Just came back from campus camp, and one word to describe it..I-N-D-E-S-C-R-I-B-A-B-L-E!
Will update more next time. Wanna sleep early since i have the chance to now..bye!
~me~ at 11:44 PM
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Monday, August 14, 2006
u will never understand me, and i will never understand u.
But i least i am trying to.
I dont know whether are u , but if u did, u wont be reacting that way.
or maybe i was wrong.
Maybe my expectations was too high, way too high.
It can never be a total beauty without flaws, and it never will.
Its just a nature of things how it works, and reacts.
But knowing this in mind, how am i going to move on from here?
It's not as simple as going to sleep, and how i wish i can 'sleep' it away.
Maybe u can, but i cant.
i know its not fair for me to judge like tht, but tht's how i feel now. how do i move on from here?
"Patience", sounds like pain, yet it produces a beautiful end result of a character.
"Persevering" is tough, yet it produces great character.
"Waiting" sounds like forever, but it is worth the reward we receive later on.
....................................................................and i gotta learn to love my reports and assignments. =/
~me~ at 11:05 PM
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