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casting down footprints in this world, and not looking back to regret the path made. A simple girl, yet a masterpiece carved by the hands of her master above.

loves da bible, running my fingers on a keyboard, listening to music, talking, eating, gazing at nature's beauty. Feels smitten easily just by lying under coverage of stars, staring at them.

journey written down here may have it ups and downs, but let it be a blessing to u =) hop on long enough, and u will see the happy ever after ending with my master above. =)


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- J i n G L e -
This is the day that the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it...

Monday, October 24, 2005

hey hey..
first, lemme put the lyrics of this song..it's really nice and unique, considering its a combination of chinese and korean lyrics. Its the theme song for 'the myth' in case u guys didnt know. Jackie Chan and Kim Hee Seon sang, and Kim sang in chinese at some parts! Wow///and her chinese accent in the show was really good.

SO, in case u guys wanna sing a long..

jie kai wo, zui shen mi de deng dai
xing xing zhui luo fong zai chui dong
zhong yu zai jiang ni yong ru huai zhong
liang ke xin chan dou

xiang xin wo bu bian de zhen xin
qian nian deng dai yao wo cheng nuo
wu lun jing guo duo shao de han dong
wo jue bu fang shou

ijen naye soneul chapgo neuneul kabwayo
uri saranghaeddon naldeud senggaghaebwayo
uri nomu saranghaesso apassod neyo
soro saranghangdan malgo motheson neyo

mei yi ye, bei xing tong chuan yue
sze nian yong mei you zhong dian
zao xhi guan le gu du xiang sui
wo wei xiao mian dui

xiang xin wo yi xuan ze deng dai
zai duo ku tong ye bu shan duo
zhi you ni de wen rou neng jie jiu
wu bian de leng mo

ijen naye soneul chapgo neuneul kabwayo
uri saranghaeddon naldeud senggaghaebwayo
uri nomu saranghaesso apassod neyo
soro saranghangdan malgo motheson neyo

rang ai cheng wei ni wo xin zhong
nai yong yuan sheng kai de hua
chuan yue shi kong jue bu di tou
yong bu fang qi de mong

uri nomu saranghaesso apassod neyo
soro saranghangdan malgo motheson neyo

rang ai cheng wei ni wo xing zhong
na yong yuan sheng kai de hua

uri sohjunghaedon yaksog
ijineun marayo

wei you zhen ai zhui sui ni wo
chuan yue wu jin shi kong

soro saranghangdan malgo motheson neyo

ai shi xin zhong wei yi, bu bian mei li de shen hua


(taken from http://forums.boajjang.com/lofiversion/index.php/t38187.html )

Anyway, went and watch myth with my family today after church. Well, its been quite some time that our whole family went to catch a movie together. THe show was not bad tho. Kim Hee Seon is really preety ! and JAckie Chan as usual...

Then, after that, went home, clean up all, and went to PJEFC with family again to watch a play called 'runaway bride'. ONe word to describe it--> AWESOME-NESS!
It was such a great play, done by 4 actors only. Kudos to them! Dont get me wrong, this is not the 'julia robert' show. This play is much better than that, IT talks bout how churches have ran away from the 'bridegroom' , w hich is Jesus. And the way they do the act, the show, it really kinda summarise everything. It's thought provoking, interesting, and entertaining. For those who missed it, oh well, u have to go to Canning Garden methodist church in Ipoh to watch it. I dunno when.

Church today was great too. WOrship was great, i mean i could feel GOd's presence, and the atmosphere was lighter. It wasnt as heavy as other services.

WEll well well..

Lemme talk bout saturday.

MOrning had bio test. Well, the first part was quite tough, i kinda forgot some facts i studied earlier on. Only towards the middle and the end, it was smooth, although there were some small hiccups, but its fine. well..Thanks to GOd, WHat i studied came out, and what i left out, not many questions on those. ehhe..so praise God!

Then, went back home, washed up, and head to church for worship practice. Well,it was a good time with the team and GOd.
After practice, Sheena, jo and i went to LIFE@5. I tell u, it was worth all the rushing to get there. I was really blessed by the worship and the msg. Msg that really hit me real hard. It was about having a victorious life, and speaking and claiming the promises of GOd. And i really wanna thank the worship team for singing the song 'i've got the joy'. LAst time when i sang that song, i didnt really reflect on the lyrics. But when the team sang it again, and again, the words became real, and i learn to proclaim that i've got the joy, i've got the peace, i've got the Word that sets me free. WHEE! It really lighten me up that night.

Then later, we head to uncle nick's house for BBQ (after some shopping in summit..ehhe). My spirit was really lighten up that night. I was myself,and i just feel light. Its like the feeling of being free.. BBQ was great too..good food and good fellowship. cheers to uncle nick, auntie nick and john who organized it.

I went home, and i had to settle some stuff. WHich, hmm..i dunno whether will i regret doin. Hmm..Oh well, it's all in God's hands now. Each day , i learn to trust in Him more, and die to ur own feelings. I was shocked by Ps kenneth's definition of 'doubt'. He said doubt is not just unbelieve, but a person with doubt, he/she will be easily tossed around, by trials and temptation. ITs like one day u r ok, another day u r not. When he said that, immediately i realised that was me. I've to fix this problem of mine asap!

Reeally a great weekend i went thru this week.
Everyday is a great day actually, because GOd loves us, and there's always a reason to celebrate and shout about.

["Have faith in God," Jesus answered. "I tell you the truth, if anyone says to this mountain, 'Go, throw yourself into the sea,' and does not doubt in his heart but believes that what he says will happen, it will be done for him.] Mark 11 : 22-23

So, to those who r facing trials or any 'mountains' in ur life, you can move those mountains. Don't live under the circumstances, live ABOVE the circumstances!


signing off..

~me~ at 12:06 AM
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Thursday, October 20, 2005

Takziah kepada PM Malaysia...

Well, i was really shocked to hear the news this morning. Quite sad about it. Sigh...oh well, all we can do now is to pray for our dear PM.

ANyway,
I am feeling a lil musical these days, and addition of classical, soothing music played in the radio today. And, all the jammings on wednesday and thursday..ahha..am so musical..THE HILLS ARE ALIVE~~~~WITH THE SOUND OF MU~~SIC~~
nvm...
Learnt a lot of stuff from Audrey, on some tricks and some styles that really wow-ed me. Well, actually, any style will wow me. hahaha..Since i am still in a elemtary phase in all these piano style stuff. however, am improving with GOd's help, and also CC ppl's help. I really appreciate them cuz they can be so so so patient with me, eventhough sometimes my playing can be a bit off and out, but the team are still there for me.
Besides, i really start to look forward for christmas. All those carol songs are in my mind now...Oh well...2 more months..

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Juz a thought..
How do u actually draw the line between being arrogant, and false humility? HOw should we be sincerely humble, not being fake, and yet not being arrogant?
I duno which category i am in.
BUt..
I've seen ppl with two extremes.
(i) Those who are arrogant.
Hmm... some ppl juz think they are really really high and mighty all. Sometimes, they just have to proclaim something so that everyone will know how smart, or how good they are. PLus, they tend to look down on ppl. That's the worse part. Its as if they r always right.

(ii) Those with false humility..
This kind, ai yai yai..very susah to handle. Its like u ask them to do something, everytime also , 'cannot, dowan, not good enough, he/she is better, i very bad wan~~, i very cha~~ wan' ..sigh..get over it! Or, sometimes, they will self proclaim a weakness. i mean it's alright to state ur weakness, but not in a fake way. i dunno how to say it, but somehow the way they do it deem to be fake. ITs like, da da da...then oh well, i know i am not da da da..and on and on.. Are they trying to get our attention? our pity? i dunno.. Then u will be like 'no la..u r da da da'..

I would say that both of these extremes show arrogance.


I dunno which category i am in. I may have both, i dunno.U judge me for yourself. How not to be false in ur humility, yet not arrogant? How not to deny ur talents, but not deem to be arrogant to others when u admit ur strength? How to admit that u r good at certain stuff and yet not give some kinds of arrogance signals to others? Meekness is really a hard thing to learn. I am learning. i really wanna be meek, like Jesus. I hope everyone strives to be meek also. ;)

Oh well..that's all for the night, i need to study now.. sigh...

~me~ at 11:53 PM
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Saturday, October 15, 2005

hey hey..

juz wanna update on kampar GIG..
For thos who didnt know, a team of 10 from CC went to Kampar for a GIG. I tell u , i had a great time there. ITs so encouraged to see CGBC come all the way from Ipoh to start something in kampar. It is situated near TAR college.

We went there right after CC service. Well, service was fabulous too! Ern Suey really went all for it and one friend of mine came up to me and said that the msg really hit him.

Coming back to GIG, we departed from CC about 430. REached Kampar around 730, thanx to some driver who was going rounds around the grave yard... Had a fun time in the car, singing songs with audrey and aidan which irritated the driver..hahahahha.. Its a big mistake for him to listen to light and easy once we got in to the car.. knowing i am still in the lum lum mood. heheheh...

B4 we reached the centre, we saw a restaurant that look exactly like KFC. well, i thought it was KFC though. However, when we went closer, it was KLG. IT was a total imitation of KFC. COlours, settings are all the same. And we had our own interpretation for it, Kentucky Lizard Goreng..hhehe..

the centre really has the futuristic look. think of GSC 1 utama and u get a lil idea of the lightings of that church. The hall upstair was superb! WEnt and set up, and had prayer upstairs.

Worship session starts. For me personally, i felt God's presence. Eventhough it was a bit heavy at first, but when pastor started to share bout God's presence, the whole atmosphere was lighter. Everyone was so receptive and open to what pastor had to say. Truly, its only by God's grace and power. The hunger for God's word was there. At the end, 5 or more salvations were recorded, and many rededicated their life. and i got to know 60% of them are non christian. WOw..for the fact they r open and receptive, its really God's work.

After that, had makan in the centre with them. Good food , good fellowship.

Packed up and went up to Ipoh to makan nga choy chicken. ahhaha...

Reached subang bout 2am, and reached home about 230 am.

All in all, i thank God for the opportunity to use me, and i did encounter God myself too!

~signing off~

~me~ at 12:59 PM
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

~*still in the romantic mood*~
lalala..

anyway, here are some pics bout ck's bday party.

cheng cheng cheng...
Here comes the bday gurl!

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aiks? cant see her face.

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there...the bday gurl in the middle, accompanied with two bodyguards..oops?!

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sad and miserable ppl... =P

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happy ppl! hahahaha..

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er...the f4? fanatic 4? hahaha

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teng, your truly, and lane.

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my long lost kangaroo..

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the must-have family photo.. ahhaha

that's it i guess..more pics in ck's and suetz blog.

btw, happy birthday to pastor! hahaha.

Oh...and yah, two of my fellow cousin and cousin's cousin's bday. hahaha..

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joanne...one of a kind, who is willing to siao with me eventhough my siaoness doesnt make sense.hahaha...thanx!

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the not-so-innocent yue hui..hahahah..always passionate bout something. hopefully it's the right thing.hehehe..

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i love u peeps! muuaks!

that's all i guess...enjoy..

~me~ at 2:46 PM
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Sunday, October 09, 2005

WOw..kay yi juz send this song over to me..
It's really one nice touching song.
I want my daddy to sing that to me on my wedding!
WHEE!
hahahah..

BUTTERFLY KISSES:

There's two things I know for sure:
She was sent here from heaven and she's
daddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes and
I thank god for all the joy in my life
Oh, but most of all
For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;
sticking little white flowers all up in her
hair; "Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried."
In all that I've done wrong I know I must
have done something right to deserve a hug
every morning and butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet 16 today
She's looking like her mama a little more everyday
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and make-up from ribbons and curls
Trying her wings out in a great big world.

But I remember
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer; sticking
little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, Daddy, But if you
don't mind I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time."
With all that I've done wrong I must have done
something right to deserve her love every morning
and butterfly kisses at night.

All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by.
Precious butterfly.
Spread your wings and fly.

She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride-room just staring at her.
She asked me what I'm thinking and I said "I'm not
sure-I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."
She leaned over…gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there,
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
"Walk my down the aisle, Daddy-it's just about time."
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, Daddy? Daddy, don't cry!"

Oh, with all that I've done wrong I must have
done something right.
To deserve your love every morning and butterfly
kisses-I couldn't ask God for more, man this is what love is.

I know I gotta let her go, but I'll always remember
every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses.


ANother song that really touched me was the song name 'valentine'
mann..i tell u, i couldnt stop listening to it.
I dun have the lyrics, but i like this part :

"Even if the sun refuse to shine, even if romance ran out of rhyme,
U would still have my heart, until the end of time,
Cuz all i need is u, my valentine."

HOw i wish someone will sing it to me. hehehehe..Ja-Ne dreaming now. muahhaha..

till then..tata.
*dreaming..*

~me~ at 2:55 PM
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Saturday, October 08, 2005

hey ppl..
Mua back from wedding function. Quite cool la, get to see ppl i have not seen for such a long time ago.
Siew Leang is so pweeeeeety!!ehhee..

i dun have any pics, have to wait to get it from ernie, or vincent.

well well..
Looks like i owe quite a number of ppl pics huh? sorry yah, i m gonna upload it once i am free okay?

Sarah went back adi..*sob sob*..
I didnt really have a good chat with her la, we were both preparing for test and all, and when i was fetching her back, i was rushing..haihz..so yah, didnt have a good chat.

its october 8.
I wonder what is joanne neai doing now? hehe..

Not much happened in october so far..
I didnt start the october well also. Sometimes i dunno why, i make things so complicated. Is it my fault or it is juz how things are? sigh..

'The joy of the Lord is my strength'

Holding on to that very strongly.

Juz wanna say thanx to those who took the effort to cheer me up during those times of pain, u know who u r..

Oh well, if i am sad today, it doesnt mean i am gonna be sad for the whole of october..come on mann..i still have a long way more, be happy!

guys, i upload pics bout ck's bday next time kay? sowee..wwanna take a nap now.

~me~ at 6:57 PM
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...
I am so sien right now..
Waiting for Sarah to finish her SAT.
Oh btw..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE NEAI!

I somehow didnt look forward for today. A few reasons actually, but i shall not state it here la. If u know me well, and smart enough, u will be able to guess it.

However, today is God's gift to me. So, no matter how unwilling i am to go thru today, I will choose to go thru it with a smile, and praise God, because He is worthy of all our praise. LIke what Ps Ryan always says, it's not our feelings or preference, its the conviction. Plus, the joy of the Lord is my strength.

I am still thinking what to wear for my friend's wedding function later. FOrmal? Semi-formal? or casual? hmm...i really wanna take this oppoturnity mann, cuz its like i can only dress up once in a blue moon! hahaha..I dun get invited for many wedding functions u know...hhahah...

ITs already october...
wow..time flies huh?

After this is nov, then DEC! did i tell u that i lurve DEC? wanna know why? refer to my previous update! hehe..

A team from my church went for a day mission trip to melacca OA settlement. I wonder how r they doing? i do hope is fine. I wanted to go , but got function, so tak boleh la.

I dunno where to go now!!! i am so bored, and i do hope sarah end early..like now? haha..

~me~ at 11:27 AM
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