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This is the day that the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it...
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Sunday, June 26, 2005
I am feeling so "bleh" right now (whatever that means). I dunno how to describe it. U know, juz one day u can be on cloud 9, and the next day u can feel terrible? It's so irritating at times. How i wish i can stay cloud 9 all the time.
bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh..
sigh..
the feeling of jealousy is really not a pleasant feeling u know. I'm so hmm..i also duno how to describe. Is it jealous ke? or juz frustrated over something that has to do with me ke? or it's juz me grumbling? sigh...i really duno. I want to talk to my close friends right now, but they are not online. *blah!* grr..
I juz need to let go. I wanna go to the highest mountain now and juz shout. Well, i know i cant do that cuz i will probably froze to death b4 i even reach 1/4 of the mountain. How? I'm struggling now. Struggling alone. However, i know GOd is by my side with me. Which gives me great comfort. But that doesnt mean my feelings can turn positive overnight. I still have to struggle to change. I feel so helpless now.
As i was typing this, i dunno whether i shud post this up or not. I dun want my readers to feel depress as well. hmm.. ANyway, i will post la. I am not that kind of person to harbour all my unhappiness inside, somehow i will find a way out to let go in a proper manner. Roo, lish, sy, why r u guys not online?
I shall juz leave now to my lil corner. probably play my piano, which helps a lot, and read my bible.
~me~ at 3:58 PM
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i was kinda forced my suety to do this survey...got some nagging from yeong ru too for not doing the survey, so guys..here it is.
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Jane
2. Yuk Jing
3. Ja Ne
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Jingle
2. Pikachu
3. (cant think of any)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. nose
2. the black ring around my eyes
3. thin eye brows
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. hair
2. height
3. arm (bulu-less)
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Getting bad results
2. rejection
3. when ppl tells me bout my dark side
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. God
2. bible
3. Family and friends
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. specs
2. watch
3. clothes
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Dave Koz
2. The band that came up with fighting temptation
3. Some of the hillsongs album and planet shakers album
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS:
1. Rain Down - fighting temptations
2. Only in the dark -Juwita Suwito
3. Xing ching - Jay Chow
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. his commitment and faitfulness to me
2. trust and truth (no lie)
3. both of us love God more and more each day , more than we love each other.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. height
2. smile
3. Eyes
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. online-ing
2. sleeping
3. bowling
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Talk to a particular friend of mine
2. Figure out how to save the movie thing
3. ......
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. South Korea
2. Paris
3. New Zealand
THREE KIDS' NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Benjamin
2. Wayne
3. Chanel
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Be who God wants me to be
2. get married to the one i love .
3. convince my friends to believe in Jesus
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. The way i sit
2. I like T shirts
3. (cant think)
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. Easily jealous
2. insecure
3. my genes said so
THREE CELEB CRUSHES :
1. Daniel Wu
2. Edison Chen
3. Zhou Yu Min
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS SURVEY NOW:
1. Joanne Neai
2. Jaclynn
3. Li Shawn
~me~ at 3:38 PM
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Thursday, June 23, 2005
hey hey...
ahhaa..i know..i have receive a few complaints for not updating this blog..hehhehe...forgive me.
Anyway, as Jie Ying requested, i am gonna post some GIG pics, i only have pics before the rally, not during or after. That u have to take it from www.aya.org.my. It's not out yet, but check it soon la.
Sarah and me....
Wee Vien and I..
Brenda and Ja-Ne
From left: Gloria, Iris , Jie ying
Pei Teng and ....(fill in the blanks)
Sarah and Gloria.
that's all i got.
Well....my "freedom" seems to be quite productive. I manage to watch a few movies, and doing assignment for CGPL training, updating this blog, plus , i did a clip for youth . not bad huh? Gonna finish reading my 'heavenly man' book. It;s been ages since i touch that book. Will try to finish it before i go for the mission trip.
What else huh.. i didnt have much time to laze around also. So, wen teng, dun envy me..hahah
i know i want to blog something...but i forgot.. hmm..
quite laizee to update la..till next time k? quite sleepy now..
~me~ at 11:54 PM
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005
FInally... A LEVELS is officially over! WHEE!!
anyway, will say more bout that later..put up some church camp pics.
doing our BBK battle cry..
closer look to the lyrics..
the uncivilised side of bbk...blame Janette..aahhaha
Uncle nicky : "Darling ar..what DID we do to deserve this??? "
'Get ready to pull..'
human-tomato-juice-making machine
the wonderful temptation we had in equatorial hotel..lust of the eyes...
in the mossy forest...
Jo Ng and I in mossy forest.
I m suppose to be the tree..but....
In Joneai's and yue hui's room
3 female youth leaders...
The colourful bunch of peeps that spiced up my life in church.
One BIG (physically, spiritually and numericallly) happy family!
These are some glimpse of my church camp. WIll update in details later on. let u all see some sneak preview first..no time to update..need to pack to go to Sg petani for GIG tmr..
TO the PM 11 peeps..i will miss u all very dearly..WIll put up the pics very soon.
~me~ at 11:33 AM
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